We arrive in this world wide-open to things that neurotypicals seem to have no idea or sense of and with trusting hearts so full of unconditional love, such transparency and truth, such an all-pervading knowledge of the sameness of all living creatures, that it takes a lifetime of being told we are wrong to perfect the structures that hold us intact, in spite of such a tide of contradiction to what we still know and hold so tenderly inside.
What if we're not failing at anything but pioneering? What if everything that challenges us (spoken especially in the context of health...but this could be whatever feels like your biggest sticking point) is just indication that we are already straddling paradigms and forging new territory that is as expansive as it is upredictable compared to everything that we thought we knew; there are simply no side to push off anymore and that can be a bewildering experience to get used to at first. What if the things that feel really stuck, scary even, are the result of a moment's hesitation in a quantum reality that can't quite get to grips (yet) with just how unlimited everything really is. Regarded from a place of empowerment and mastery, not vain and desperate optimism, the knowing that your focus is everything and exactly what is called for to direct this "new" biology that you are pioneering is absolutely everything; perhaps all you will ever need!