Finally, a diagnosis!

Why is diagnosis just so darned important and cathartic when you are living with complex health; is it just because of finding the right treatment protocols (which is an important consideration since the advice for one chronic condition can be quite contrary to the advice for another, as I learned the hard way) or is there so much more to it than that?

When chronic fatigue meets an ADHD brain

Just like it’s much harder for a hypermobile person to recover from an extended period of inactivity and lack of appropriate load-bearing (since I learned this the hard way, I have now heard it coorroberated by many reliable sources of hypermobility-meets-chronic fatigue information) I suspect it’s much harder for a neurodivergent person to recover from extended lack of cognitive load bearing. In fact, across both areas, my whole view of pacing has had to be changed since I was busy writing about it last year, with my source information taken from more neurotypical outlets at that time. So what’s important here is to "use it" in order not to "lose it"…yes…but to adapt the way we “use” and “move” to what we can genuinely cope with at this time, be it recumbent exercise or micro dosed cognitive excursions that we enjoy but don't sustain for too long at a time.

Reframing PEM and considering how it may be linked to delayed emotional and sensory processing in autism

How could having more sensory information to process than the next person and delayed emotional processing have to do with post exertional malaise or delayed onset pain and what could any connection between them tell us about PEM so that we can reframe it in a more positive light?

Super syndrome: taking a unified approach to all the things

What if there is a constellation of frequently overlapping health “things” that some of us have going on, all of them connected together so deeply and intrinsically that it makes a nonsense to consider them in a piecemeal fashion? Looking into the findings of a couple of neurodivergent medical professionals who share this view I have so long held and ways we can use the information to further our self-understanding and thus empower ourselves.

When the dopamine wears off…avoiding the next crash

Does dopamine really mitigate pain? If so, what part does dopamine shortfall play in chronic pain conditions such as fibromylagia, neuralgia and in the delayed and often exaggerated post exertional responses of ME/CFS? How does this factor overlap with other dopamine deficient conditions such as ADHD and parkinsons and how can the knowledge of it be used to hack a better life in chronic health cases where dopamine levels play such an intrinsic part?

ME/CFS and neurodivergence: a potential overlap?

There are so many overlaps between ME/CFS with common neurodivergent factors such as extreme sensory sensitivity and environmental challenges, increased hypermobility, porosity and laxity, orthostatic challenges such as POTs, increased susceptibility to viruses and adverse medical side-effects, sometimes lifelong energy deficits and frequent burnout events that, surely, the question needs to be asked...is there a credible link between neurodivergence and having an increased propensity to develop the condition? If so, how do you single them out; is it even viable to try and view the one factor in isolation from the other if they now coexist side-by-side, as they clearly do for me, or is the better headway always made once they are viewed as a kind of package of tricky responses to "life" as we know it.

Accommodating both sides of AuDHD is a must!

If you are AuDHD and a situation that is meant to be working out for you is actually overwhelming you more than its helping, is too mentally, physically or emotionally stimulating, pressing buttons and resulting in repeated fatigue or symptoms that suggest your triggers are increasing, not backing off then you need to question whether its right for all the various parts of you. It's just so easy to be led off down a path of becoming overstimulated, thinking you can cope because you are ADHD or must push through when you can’t (I believe we AuDHDers really do require more rest and recovery to cope with our complex nervous system), never forgetting, except at our peril, that there is always that other factor to appease…the autistic side!

Life in the gap: coercing an AuDHD brain to work within the energy parameters of ME/CFS

Learning how to slow down, how to pace or stop everything including your overactive mind may be the biggest achievement of your life with ME/CFS when you are also AuDHD because it is THE hardest thing for you...yet slow down or stop you must. The point is, those spaces and pauses between exertion and overthinking, that very void you always dreaded, may hold the very healing elixir, the antedote, you've probably chased after all these years but getting into this state is always doubly tough for you and takes such persistence and focus...perhaps more effort than all the things you ever filled-up all your days with before.

Getting out of the boom-bust pattern of post exertional malaise

When we normalise over-exertion (as so many of us tend to do) we fail to even notice it any more and so we litter our lives with excuses for why we can't stop right now or take time out to rest. "Its tough at the moment but next year will be better" or "I just have to get through this or do this one last thing" we tell ourselves. In hindsight, its possible to see how we have been living as though caught up in, not just one boom or bust cycle but, a whole series of them, like overlapping circles lasting, in some cases, for a day, a week or month and, in others, as long as a year or even longer. Cycles where we have failed to factor in the appropriate respite before the next cycle of overdoing it begins, so we don't ever get the chance to fully recover from one exhausting thing before the next thing starts. These overexertions, all butted up against each other with no gaps in between, can start to systemically overwhelm us in time. Its not the whole reason for ME/CFS but it can be a big part of a defunct pattern that feeds into the repeated crashes and post-exertional malaise that so define the condition. So how do we spot our own pattern and learn from it; more importantly, how do we break out of it and stop it in its tracks in order to regain some sort of stability?