hEDS and HSD – “complex syndromes”

A groundbreaking new study has highlighted the multi-systemic burden of living with either hEDS or HSD along with the considerable financial and circumstantial costs associated with managing these conditions and seeking appropriate medical attention in a system that still holds an extremely outdated, shortsighted and even biased concept of how these conditions and their symptoms manifest in people's lived experiences. Here's hoping this new study paves the way towards a complete overhaul of the diagnostic process and a much more accessible "joined up" approach to symptom management.

hEDS and “energy flu”

I’ve been calling it “energy flu” for decades but what I mean by this is when the environment changes and I sense it through every tissue and fibre of my hypermobile body and it affects me…affects literally all of me, like I’ve walked in or out of a pressure chamber and nothing is quite normal whilst I adjust. Talking about hEDS in relation to an increased sensitivity to environmental shifts, how this impacts sensations, symptom load such as pain and dysautonomias, functional ability, executive function and more and things you could possibly consider as a better way of managing these episodes.

Finally, a diagnosis!

Why is diagnosis just so darned important and cathartic when you are living with complex health; is it just because of finding the right treatment protocols (which is an important consideration since the advice for one chronic condition can be quite contrary to the advice for another, as I learned the hard way) or is there so much more to it than that?

B6 toxicity? When there’s a reasonable posibility.

Potentially toxic levels of B6 supplements adversely affecting many people's health are finally hitting the spotlight and, by coincidence, just when I am finding out that they may have been a contributing factor to some of my worst and most frightening symptoms. Sharing the journey of discovery so far.

Super syndrome: taking a unified approach to all the things

What if there is a constellation of frequently overlapping health “things” that some of us have going on, all of them connected together so deeply and intrinsically that it makes a nonsense to consider them in a piecemeal fashion? Looking into the findings of a couple of neurodivergent medical professionals who share this view I have so long held and ways we can use the information to further our self-understanding and thus empower ourselves.

When the dopamine wears off…avoiding the next crash

Does dopamine really mitigate pain? If so, what part does dopamine shortfall play in chronic pain conditions such as fibromylagia, neuralgia and in the delayed and often exaggerated post exertional responses of ME/CFS? How does this factor overlap with other dopamine deficient conditions such as ADHD and parkinsons and how can the knowledge of it be used to hack a better life in chronic health cases where dopamine levels play such an intrinsic part?

Accepting the chronicity of chronic conditions (no mean achievement)

Realising that you have been, at some level, in denial that chronic really means chronic or that you even have a chronic health condition in the first place can be a learning milestone. Denial leads to frequent lack of accommodations such as pacing, leads to miscommunication with other people and, most of all, sets you up for powerful disappointments when that's probably the very last thing that you need...and there can be another kind of power to be gained from acceptance of what you are really dealing with here.

Pacing 101

When was the last time I just sat there and did absolutely nothing for long-ish phases of time? When did I, with hands on knees, just sit and watch the birds out of the window and let my mind become blank for more than just five minutes at a time? In fact, when do I ever allow myself to be still, without my mind flooding with a dozen new and ever-more more jet propelled urges to do half a dozen other things the moment I allow myself to get going again…and then, once I get going, becoming so hyperfocused I forget to get back to my pacing? Every time I allow myself a short period of activity, I risk becoming embroiled again. It’s hard…probably one of the hardest things (if not the hardest) I’ve ever attempted but the few times I managed to really master pacing, last week I began to feel noticeable benefits that I find hard to explain in words but I felt them clearly enough. There were distinct shifts in me that I hadn’t experienced for a long time, some of them for years, which manifested slowly and subtly like ghosts of a new experience stood on the periphery, contrasting starkly with all the stuck-feelings of chronicness. The best I can explain is that my nervous system felt less compressed or jangly, my body felt less hypertonic and my endorphins felt increased, in short bursts, that almost felt like excitement or waves of appreciation and something bordering on joyfulness. I can vaguely recall feeling like that much more often, even perhaps frequently, back in the good old days, back before ME/CFS took hold in such a way that it has become a whole other way of life but I think it had been a very long time since I had been there, even for a moment, until I started properly pacing last week and now I hold out for experiencing even more of this. It turns out pacing is not this passive thing, the "absence of activity" that I feared so much but this incredibly proactive thing that lets other good things happen.

(Finally) dedicated to pacing

I am now forced to humbly admit that most of my prior attempts at pacing, over all the many years of constantly dabbling with it, weren’t really pacing at all because I simply wouldn’t stick at it and would then fall back into old habits as quickly as blink. I always had my excuses at the ready as to why this one thing I “had” to push through was outside the jurisdiction of my need to pace or couldn’t be avoided (a dread of disappointing or letting others down being one of the most consistent excuses) when, really, the whole of life has to become one giant, continuous exercise in pacing to make this whole thing work sufficiently enough to avoid the constant boom-bust cycle of flare-ups and chronic fatigue that potentially get harder to recover from each time.

Being a passenger is not an energy-neutral activity and other hard lessons of pacing

There are a few activities, and these will vary from person to person, that are not as energy-neutral as they look for someone that is neurodivergent. Coming to realise which activities these are, in your daily life, can be a game-changer when learning how to pace in order to gain a more consistently stable footing in your health.