Wow this post is incredible and lately I have found your posts so sychronistic with my journey, my “electrical” nerve/fatigue health issues have been so similar to yours and I am releasing the labels that have been given to me! And it looks like synchronicity is at play with you too from the last part of your post and I believe this means that we are no doubt on the right track! 🙂
You discussed surrounding yourself with those that believe and I am in an amazing energetic healing group that encompasses this. I was led to begin taking certain things to support my body’s perfect work (rather than rid my body of anything) and medicinal mushrooms were one of them. The undying faith in my recovery though has been the biggest factor of my success thus far.
I love the sentence, “To make recovery conditional upon external circumstance was the biggest misunderstanding of them all.” This idea that we are divine and capable of so much more than we believe has been the force that is driving my cellular healing to its natural state of perfection. My heart was happy to read every word of this post. You have so much more to give to the world as a source of transformational joy and wellness than you did as an unhealthy pioneer seeking answers. Instead be the answer so many are seeking. Be the hope. Be the inspiration. Be you, for that is perfection.